| Location | Milton Keynes |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 21/07/2007 |
| Date of Death | 21/07/2007 |
| Visitors | 3,281 since 20/08/2007 |
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DADDY’S LITTLE GIRL - (A SILENT BIRTH)
Such stillness, such silence, no waiting to cry.
No happiness, no triumph, no reasons why.
No excitement & laughter, no smiles & no news.
No tears of happiness, only tears of no use.
The quietest moments the room ever heard.
The birth of an angel, so innocent a world.
By Graham Sherman @ 02:27 on 22/07/07
I would just like to let you know a little about Jessica. When we found out I was pregnant we were very happy. We already have a 2yr old called Amelia and could not wait for them to be playing and fighting together. I always wanted a big family.
I had a perfect pregnancy other than the usual complaints. At 38 weeks, on 19th July 2007, I went to see the midwife and she could no longer find her heartbeat. I rushed up to the hospital and Graham meet me there. We had two scans done and then we were told our baby had died.
They gave me tablets to induce labour and sent me home. Nothing happen in the next 24 hours so we travelled back to the hospital for me to take some more tablets to go back home again and wait.
At 3am on Saturday morning I started to have contractions, by 7am they were 5mins apart so again we headed to the hospital. When we got there the contractions slowed down so we went for breakfast and a walk.
The day progressed slowly as I wondered what my baby would look like and how we were going to explain to Amelia that we could not bring the sibling home that she was so looking forward to meeting.
Finally, at 39 weeks gestation, on 21st July 2007 at 9:01pm Jessica was born weighting 6lb 13ozs. She looked perfect, everything was there fingers and toes - she was the spitting image of her sister.
The only thing that was different was there was no crying - the one thing we had longed to hear for 9 months.
As I write this, it is now 4weeks since we lost Jessica and Amelia is our tower of strength. She gets me out of bed in the morning, makes me laugh and gives me a cuddle when I cry. Moreover, for that I am most thankful.
We will miss you always our darling Jessica xxxx
My Princess
Hello my little princess it's been a long time since Daddy wrote on your wall I was wondering if you could send some special love to Mummy as she is very sad at the moment - all my love forever Daddy xxxx
A note for my little princess
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~~~~~~~~~$$$“~~“$$ your sweetest smile
~~~~~~~~$$$“~~~~$$ Perhaps just every once
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~~~~~~~~$$~~~~..$$ Then right here in
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~~~~~~~~$$~~~$$$$ I would hold, a gift
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~~~~~~~~~$$$$$$$ My own little starry
~~~~~~~.$$$$$$* moonlit night.
~~~~~~$$$$$$$“ A truly spectacular
~~~~.$$$$$$$ most beautiful delight
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Hi Little Angel
To my darling beautiful angel, mummy is missing you lots at the moment. Your sister are growing big and I wonder often what life would be like if you were here too causing us hassle. I cant wait till the day I meet you again and you can tell me all you have been up to. Until that day I will miss you more and more as I am sure your dad does too. Love you babe for ever and always xxxx
Tiny Angels rest your wings
sit with me for awhile.
How I long to hold your hand,
And see your tender smile.
Tiny Angel, look at me,
I want this image clear....
That I will forget your precious face
Is my biggest fear.
Tiny Angel can you tell me,
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long....
Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook his head,
"These things I do not know....
But I do know that you love me,
And that I love you so".
Hoping your family have a happy New Year
With love
Hayden's nannie
The world may never notice
If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom,
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall too soon.
But every life that ever forms,
Or ever comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity.
The little one we longed for
Was swiftly here and gone.
But the love that was then planted
Is a light that still shines on.
And though our arms are empty,
Our hearts know what to do.
Every beating of our hearts
Says that we love you.
Time has taken me from you,
Although not very far.
I'll be watching through the sunshine
And through the brightest star.
I'll be watching all of you,
From the heavens up above.
So take good care of each other
And carry all my love.
If you're ever wondering
If I'm there, here's where you can start.
Take a look inside yourself
Deep within your heart.
I'll always be your baby,
Your child (grandchild), your best friend.
So anytime you need me,
Close your eyes I'm back again.
"For My Unborn Child"
by Marigrace Iodice
I never got to see your face
Or even give you a name
But in my heart, you hold a special place
And for that, I would never be the same
I'll never hear you laugh or cry
Or hold you in my arms tenderly
I'll never know the color of your eyes
But I will still love you endlessly
I never got to hold your hand
I never got to sing you a lullaby
I will never come to understand
Why murderers run free & innocent souls die
I'll always have my suspicions
Why God took you from me
All these unanswered questions
That would burn inside of me
Forever saddened upon this Earth
Crying for you, my unborn child
Never blessed by your birth.
But I'll be here, Unable to smile
You are my shining light in heaven
For One of God's Angels to love
Until I get my wings to descend
She'll take care of you, for me, in Heaven above
You'll be my Guiding Light to Heaven's Gate
Where I'll get to see your Angelic Smile
And even if I never got to see your face
I'll know in an instant that you are my unborn child!
In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother.
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Sending lots of Love to you AngelƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
A candle filled with lots of extra love is sent to you in your home above,i will be away until Tuesday but will be thinking of you as i carry you in my heart Always x x x
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Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Sending lots of Love to you AngelƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
A candle filled with lots of extra love is sent to you in your home above,i will be away until Tuesday but will be thinking of you as i carry you in my heart Always x x x
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